Friday, March 31, 2006

good riddance

heys! fourth post and i cant believe my inspirations are still there. well at least there's a change to my blog now compared to the past. it's the post title, sometimes the title totally makes no sense to what i'm actually trying to say. so it's changed in such a way that i get great song titles or/and lyrics and place them as my blog title, easy as that!

hmmm i see that many people want me to change my blog template/skin or whatever crap you wanna call it. hahaha. i'm so lazyyy! find me a nice one and maybe i will consider changing my template. hehe =)

today's topic : SPOILERS
They are the kind that will ruin your day no matter the place, the time, the occasion etc. Maybe they have something against us normal people but they are always all out to destroy your happy moments.

here's a really great example of a spoiler. this kind usually appears on the MRT/Buses and other forms of public transport. They are so good at spoiling your day, there's almost no way to stop what they're doing and let them continue their annoyance. Yes we're talking about People Who Blast Their Music in Public.

FACT : This is definitely true - when you encounter this genre of people, they always and i repeat they ALWAYS don't seem to play your favourite music! take for example the person i mentioned in my previous post(go read and find out!) as well as another one in a 166 while i was taking a bus to school. so this guy, i didnt catch his face coz i guess it's just too insignificant, plays irritating chinese songs right at the top deck of the back of the bus at 6.00am in the morning. HELLO? people are trying to sleep here.. so finally one guy beside him couldnt take his face/music anymore, stood up and said kindly, "can you PLEASE lower the volume?" this guy is being too kind here, instead of the usual Turn-Off-Your-Friggin-Loud-Music punt, he tells the other guy patiently to lower the volume so as not to irritate the rest of the bus.

Our main character here chooses not only not to oblige, he totally ignores what our hero said. what a start for a day eh? here's another even more idiotic guy i encountered just now while i was on my way home. so the bus was passing by upper thompson road, and all of the sudden, the smell of the bus changes drastically. It's actually filled with Body Odour(BO). So i realised that this BO guy got on the bus and guess what? he placed his butt right next to me.

this BO is rancid and just ruins any chance of me trying to catch a nap and what's worse, he was blasting his music not over his handphone, but through his earphones! it's either he's deaf, almost deaf, or just wants to irritate the hell out of everyone in the bus. i could only hear the bass of if you even call it music out of his earphones. it was just *BOOP BOOP BOOP BOOP BOOP BOOP BOOP* continuously. the song ends, then is followed by another song(sometimes i wonder if there's only one song in there) where you can hear exactly the same thing!

lucky for me, i got off the bus pretty soon. as you can see, spoilers are part of everyday life, they actually play a compulsory role in your life. in the past, present or in the near future, after reading this post, you would definitely agree that these people are downright day spoilers and they don't play nice music coz they have bad taste.

ROCK ON GUYS! this is just another day of my life. just leave a tag after reading/visiting. appreciate it!

PEACE OUT. ^_^

Thursday, March 30, 2006

land of make believe

craps, less than half an hour after my second post, my computer died on me again. isnt it like super duper bad luck? omg luckily i managed to post before it friggin burned.

stuck with this lousy laptop now, i'm forced to withstand it's uber lagness and retardedness etc. BOO TO THAT! hoo heh. well it's only been 2 days without blogging. i know you guys miss me! hehe. 2 days are nothing much though, especially packed with dance sessions and stuffs, the world is still the same, people still die, another few days would just pass me by. poemic eh? nah it's just plain old corny and lame.

yupp maybe some of you guys out there might wonder whether i would change my blog skin. just using a minima black wallpaper and the simplest of designs, it would seem rather boring to many of you, especially if you have to take my crap to this sentence already. well my point is i just want to keep my blog simple, sweet and nice. full of juicy content etc. to feed you people......

ALRIGHT ALRIGHT. I CONFESS! i'm just too damned lazy to get/make myself a skin. quote/unquote from many "just go to blogskinsDOTcom and find yourself a skin lar." firstly i don't steal from people..hahaa..well not exactly, there are tens of thousands of skins in that webbie and many of them are too pinkish and stuffs. furthermore i choose to blame SHAUN, he makes his own skins people. visit his blog at http://zenyxion.blogspot.com, a few days back, he told me he wanted to change his skin again.

like omFg, this guy is owning my blog based on design man. hoohah. his blog is so damned nice, packed with colourful background to complex navigation panels to superb music playing while you read his posts and stuffs. it totally totals my(if i had any) ideas to even start thinking of a colour for my background. NOTE : SHAUN THIS WILL NOT RUIN OUR FRIENDSHIP BECAUSE IT'S REALLY DEMORALISING AND I'M JUST TOO IDLE TO START A BACKGROUND.

cool i've noticed something, when i didnt have a blog, people ask me, "why don't you have one?/why don't you start one?" here's the catch, when i do actually revive it, people start to ask, "you actually own a blog?/wow i didnt know you were the kind who blogs!"

aww. humans, typical humans like you and me. well it's nothing wrong though it's just what i've noticed. today's not a bad day acutally, finally got to hear(at least) a retarded person on a public bus talking to his friend. so this group of kids, roughly around 13-14 years( i guess??) board the 171 which i was taking to school and being myself, which i have many different personalities such as reckless, noisy, wicked, mean etc. but this time it was pure ignorance towards retards, i placed my bag beside me so that no one could sit beside me.

so these new kids on the block decide to sit directly behind me(which was the last row) and one of them start to play loud and annoying music via his mp3 handphone and it totally blows your head apart especially when you're tired and hate the genre of music they are playing - HARD ROCK. well not really hate that genre but it was definitely the wrong songs at the wrong time. so this mp3 blasty kiddo starts to talk to his friend about being photogenic , i shall re-enact.

Retard kid 1: hey are you photogenic?
Retard kid 2: well, one of my friends say i don't look good in real life, so i guess i am photogenic since it's the opposite.

i rolled my eyes, and decided to engrave it in my memory such that people will get to hear their tardiness on my blog. yup. WHAT? so you mean people who are ugly are actually photogenic? soo....err....let's see....ahha! so i guess photogenic is another vocabulary for ugly. next time if i tell you that you are photogenic, hooheh, those who read my post will get what i mean, for the others who take it as a compliment, i'm sincerely sorry for your ignorance towards this blog.

well you've heard me complain about my computer, listen to me whine about people's starrish shapish navigation thingi they have on their blog and stuffs, saw me create a new word for the dictionary and seen how dumb these kinda people can get and stuffs. so it's time for me to take my leave and hope you guys would visit me more. THANKSS!

PEACE OUT. ^_^

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

reckless abandon

yee haw, hi, it's me again. ever since the resurrection of my blog( which is in fact juz like 23 hrs ago) , my fingers are just dying to type whatever's on my mind. Well, hope it will not juz die down like before. Note : People out there, if i'm not posting regularly, kindly remind me to and i'll try my best to give you the best.

guys reading this, i dunno whether i'm doing you a favour so just listen. gals reading this, hope it would not offend you unless you are the stated species mentioned later. it is just so complicated, for me, when i see a pretty girl, you would definitely be attracted to her looks and so on. Guys sure have this feeling unless you're a gay or a monk. Throwing aside external factors and such, such as her characteritics and whatnot, we enter a phase called CRUSH.

And man, is that C word distracting. You(or I) will want to know the girl better,(like duh uh uh), maybe even start a healthy relationship with her or so. YES it's super distracting, every time, even if you catch a glimspe of her, your heart will melt like ice cream on a frying pan on a stove. Ahhh and izzit hard to try to forget her. hmmm it's definitely a liking that you take on that particular girl, but guess what? You win some, you lose some, with good looks comes bad characteristics(not true for all girls, for some only). she knows/doesnt know you like her, likes other guys, makes you depressed and the story goes on and on and on.

3 words: Move FRIGGIN' On. If i had chosen the long and painful dreams of trying to get her, i would not be here typing this away. I took sen's advice and FRIGGIN' Moved On. Other 3 words of advice are : Forget about it, Shift + Del + Enter etc. etc. I've somehow moved on, so not thinking about it as much as before, have you?

My posts are just like that, that's my life experience. You can choose to critisize it, praise it, whatever shit you wanna do to it, i don't really give a damn. Yup.

That concludes my post for today. I sincerely thank you all for patiently reading this crap.

PEACE OUT. ^_^

Monday, March 27, 2006

Revive. Resolutions. Revolution.

Wasssssup people.
Yes. The moment you've been waiting for.
I'm back, or to some of you, i've started.
The Engine No. 9 has started rolling.
Forget Elmo's World, this is my world, Stan's World.

Upon entrance, just try to finish reading my posts coz i took a bloody effort and time just to show you guys that I care about the world too. My thoughts and inspirations are banging against my skull, trying hard to push their way out. Alas i've conceded defeat and thus the return of my blog. Bigger, better, wilder! Hooheh.

Better name for a start though, just had to put this name for no apparent reason. sounded catchy though. so try to visit my blog regularly and hear(see) my life stories and misadventures as i live by my life as a 16 year old. Yak yak yak. yes i talk too much, so much that i bore myself, literally.

So yesterday's yet another derby match LIVERPOOL vs EVERTON. Ben juz had to watch it so he came over to crash at my place for a couple of hours. usually when we meet we would catch up on life and stuffs, rave about dumb pple we meet when we're out, discussing about pple in our respective jcs and making fun of each other. You see, after we got into jc, life has become much more hectic, no more after school soccer and lunches/dinners. No more hanging out at J8 laughing at retards doing what they do best - being retarded. It has been piling homeworks, 6am - 9pm shifts in school, making school our 2nd home, literally, where we sleep and get our lives by.

Sometimes i feel like i m overcommitted, so much that i m stressed out, HOMEWORK, MUG, WESTERN DANCE, UPCOMING COUNCIL and so on. P.E. isnt P.E. anymore, it's more like Hell or Army. Woah i've actually crapped so much, i've missed out on my punts and stuffs. To hell with it, i shall be serious on my 1st post. nxt week is no rest either, 6 sessions of dance out of 7 days with physics and chem lecture notes to so-called SELF STUDY on. argh. It's actually getting depressing trying to type further down but i just have to release all these bullshit onto a webbie.

ah welll, life is like that, just as what i've always told my friends and stuffs when they feel violated or maligned. You win some, you lose some, that simple. For me, i feel that i've lost more than what i've gained. accidentally in love can cause severe heart damage as well. argh screw it don't wanna talk about it anymore, took sen's advice thus i shall try not to think so much about it.

*smacks self in the face* awww, my blog's title is FEEL GOOD, yep, shall feel great whenever i can! i love all my buddies and friends for their continuing words of wisdom and support whenever i'm down, cheers whenever we're high on drugs(well not really, just high). Dance's having a cultural night on april 21st 2006 so i hope you guys out there will purchase the tix and watch me embarrass myself doing ballet for the 1st( and hopefully the last) time. Not forgetting the main event of the night - HIP-HOP! Yeehaw...my maiden performance, alrite i'm just being biased by saying that i'm the main event but who cares when i'm happy? this is my blog anyways.

To some of the best people i've met : Justin, Wanyi, Jingan, Yonghua, PohSwee, Cel, Bae, Karla, Celeste, BEN TAN(Best bud) and many more, thanks for being there. It helped, and i appreciate it. No amounts of 'thank you's can repay what you guys have sacrificed for me. To the rest out there, friendship is rock-solid, cherish it or it'll crumble right in front of your freaking eyes.

PEACE OUT. ^_^