Friday, October 27, 2006

hit the walls again.

wow.
the year's coming to an end.
how time can wear a person down.
questions yet to be answered.
doubts yet to be cleared.
right route yet to be found.

ain't the same ol' person;
going, "ohhh i think this time it's real! i believe!"
this crap is fiction; or rare.
maybe they are right - live for the moment.
think and overthink and the mind will be flooded with nonsense.
maybe experience taught me otherwise.

i don't seek an answer now.
however impatient i am,
the stormy clouds still gather and i can't see what's ahead.
perhaps it would be up to both
whether it's smooth sailing or a wreck.

still i scratch my head and blab utter nonsense they heard just so many times.
not down, but confused.

"It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel."

Monday, October 23, 2006

you and you alone.

ben, shaun, ale thanks for your ears; always listening to me whine about that.
i wonder how you guys can actually stand me.
everytime you see me i would go to you guys and sigh and ask needless questions.
wounds from the past probably still hurt.

when i decided to take a green light on it, there was no turning back.
whirlwind of thoughts.
silent screams.
unstoppable.
yes yes you guys are right but i don't know why i can't control.

i hope you don't get the wrong message.
tell me if you hate it, i dont wanna force it.

"To see you when I wake up is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do is a three-fold, utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said, I miss you.

I see your picture,
I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days, but already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care and I miss you."

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

it's you.

no one can say how sure i am, coz i don't even know it myself.
i feel it though.

"This time what I want is you
There is no one else
Who can take your place
This time you burn me with your eyes
You see past all the lies
You take it all away

I've seen it all
It was never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you

Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away

I try to make my way to you
But still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do

Cause I've seen it all
It was never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you

Don't give up on me yet
Don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
But don't let me stay here alone.

Take me away."

Thursday, October 05, 2006

from me.

for you.

"Freedom comes in the morning time
As the sun begins to shine on my face
And even in the dark you're not alone
I will guide you by the hand;
I won't let you go
And you know I'll carry you when you can't walk

And you can
Shake the mountains with a whisper
And you are so beautiful
And I am so in love with you
You, you lead
And I will follow close behind

Now I'm waiting here for you
And don't be far away tonight
Lead me to the place where I can go and find rest
'Cause I'm so tired
And now let me feel your breath on my face."