Saturday, December 30, 2006
spirit.
shaun: i can't imagine me in golf either. neither can you imagine me in ballet. zoom zoom zoom!
jess: oops late reply. haha dont think anytime soon. everyone is like dead. yup i want the photos too.
rachel: great songs you sent me. thanks!
tw: de nada senor tw. (spanish, working on it man. haha)
claud: MERRY er..abit too late huh. cheers though!
ben: at least you tagged. wahaha
huiting: well doing okay only la. alrite relinked!
and yes i'm learning Spanish from an Audiobook right now, hope it pays off!
woah last week of holidays, ALRITE not spoiling for everyone.
well no sleep for 3 days, not consecutive though;
today being the 3rd day, which explains the early(or late?) post.
yes how time wears a person down.
supposedly slept 15 hours yesterday due to fatigue, and now i'm back to not sleeping.
well this time for no apparent reason,
just that BEN and TW decided not to sleep and i just happened to not sleep too.
been watching SCRUBS Season 5 recently,
well it never gets boring.
ohh the crazy life of J.D. just sometimes reflects upon me (well it's just mostly the crazy hallucinations and imaginations if you get what i'm saying)
wow just another one hour before breakfast with ben and tw.
speaking of breakfast, for those reading here, dont ever get scammed by any McDonald's staff who try to scam you by saying that there's no student's meal.
every person who is wearing a uniform is entitled to purchase a student's meal.
to hell with 'em.
and speaking of student's meal, shaun, on the other day, was wearing the NJ PE tee and the bus driver demanded him to pay an adult's fare.
those out there who look old (i know that's not me) PLEASE just give 55 cents and walk to the back of the bus even if he has to get up from the driver's seat and scream at you like you're a fugitive, it's for your sake because i look young and dont have to worry.
alright alright. post getting more longwinded.
i shall see you guys soon.
hasta luego!
Monday, December 25, 2006
in this life.
Head over here and take me
Head over heels and aching
When I told you I was yours,
I was yours
In this life, you're the one place I call home
In this life, you're the feeling I belong
In this life, you're the flower and the thorn
You're everything that's fair in love and war
I'm coming down like a gunshot
In all these battles I've fought
You're the mark I'm aiming for
I was yours
Head over heels
In this life, I'm stubborn to the core
In this life, I've been burning after more
We both know what these open arms are for
You're everything that's fair
In this life, you're my only one
Saturday, December 23, 2006
bonne nuit.
Here comes the cold
Break out the winter clothes
And find a love to call your own
You, enter you
Your cheeks a shade of pink
And the rest of you in powder blue
Who knows what will be
But I'll make you this guarantee
No way November will see our goodbye
When it comes to December it's obvious why
No one wants to be alone at Christmas time
In the dark, on the phone
You tell me the names of your brothers
And your favorite colors
I'm learning you and when it snows again
We'll take a walk outside and search the sky like children do,
I'll say to you
No way November will see our goodbye
When it comes to December it's obvious why
No one wants to be alone at Christmas time
And come January we're frozen inside
Making new resolutions a hundred times
February, won't you be my valentine?
And we'll both be safe 'til St. Patrick's Day
We should take a ride tonight around the town and look around at all the beautiful houses
Something in the way that blue lights on a black night can make you feel more
Everybody, it seems to me, just wants to be just like you and me
No one wants to be alone at Christmas time
Come January we're frozen inside
Making new resolutions a hundred times
February, won't you be my valentine?
And if our always is all that we gave
And we someday take that away
I'll be alright if it was just 'til St. Patrick's Day.
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
saving grace
on a lighter note, liverpool thrashed charlton 3-0 at the weekend.
but my toe is gonna be out for 3 months (OUCHH)
hmmm i swear sooner or later, though i keep saying this, i'm gonna take golf up.
haha soccer is like jinxed, everytime i play i will return with an injury.
maybe i should go to the doc to remove the disgusting toenail.
speaking of doctors, SCRUBS has returned with a new season.
haha waiting for avril before i watch it though; scrubs marathon =)
alrite short post, tired me.
gonna go off right now.
cya guys soon!
bonne nuit.
Monday, December 18, 2006
bitter and tainted.
ben: "one thing that makes life so wonderful
is the closest friends you've got when
you're troubled or when times are bad."
tw: "love begins with a smile,
grows with a kiss
and ends with a teardrop."
wanyi: "life is simple if we just love without expecting anything,
life gets complicated if we want more than just purely love."
ale : every quote that twin has given me has been such hard friggin kicks to whatever life throws at me.
to ben, tw, wanyi & ale: yup my pillars of support. thanks for the quotes. i couldnt stand up and face life without you guys and girls.
Sunday, December 10, 2006
slow dancing in a burning room.
I..i dunno why I should be awake at this hour.
ben's snoozing right behind me.
the silence is just so deafening.
I sit right here and thoughts just keep flooding my mind.
good thoughts, mostly, of the past.
i mean i just get flashbacks when i glance through the pictures now.
great memories.
i really can't take my mind off you.
i guess i'm just stuck in this moment here.
"Suppose I said I am on my best behavior
And there are times,
I lose my worried mind
Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?
Suppose I said colours change for no good reason
And words will go
From poetry to prose
Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?
And I
In time
Will come around
I always do for you
Suppose I said
You're my saving grace
Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while Im someone else?"
Thursday, December 07, 2006
there'll never be another you
To you:
I miss the past. I miss the times we studied in the library after school even though sometimes we studied for only 15 minutes. I miss how we would joke about the most trivial of things such as my bubble tea. I miss how we would turn into kids once we enter the huge candy store. We didn't care what people thought 'cause we were the greatest pals then. No one can explain how the future will bring about a person's feelings. Was it wrong, I don't know. All I know was that things changed drastically once I felt differently. Like like-poles we seem to drift further and further apart over time. Before long I realised...I realised who I fell for. Maybe I was proceeding too fast, maybe my actions were misintepreted - for that I'm so very sorry. But still when I made this choice, the path would definitely be long and unpredictable. I miss you so much my friend. How I wish things were like before. I'm so sorry, I'll hold on. Take care.