Wednesday, April 25, 2007
take tomorrow.
Dance.
such a complex thing;
it's more than just techniques, actions, or multiple counts of eights.
it expresses happiness, liveliness, youth, energy, sorrow, grief, anger and thousand other expressions.
it helps to vend your bad feelings away,
diverts all negative thoughts into something wonderful.
dance,
such a beautiful thing.
To IPSYF girls:
all of you were beautiful and extraordinary, watching from backstage, the feel of every movement was there, enticing me as the dance progressed. i'm amazed that all of you matured as one, stuck together, sweat together, cried together, most importantly, danced together. you have come a long way, the journey's just about to start, after SYF there's so much more to dance than just torturous stretching and continuous dance drills. Yet take what the results are given to you, cherish it and remember it forever, then look to the future 'cause it's bright. you girls are the perfect example to how bonding can make dreams come true, if you believe. well done.
To Ballet SYF:
oh how all of you endured the grueling months of verbal and physical abuse; but i know that all of you managed to believe in it eventually. i'm not in it so i cannot comment neither am i in a position to say how your situation was, but i hope that this acts as an endurance test for each and every one of you. as what i've stated earlier, no matter what the results are, you know that you did what you could on stage and there's no turning back time. in my eyes, at least, not being biased or anything, all of you did a magnificent job despite complains about not giving your best but since i'm not the only one that thinks so, well, you got to leave it to the general population who thought you were great too. SYF's over, we have new dances to complete so let's get on with the next one and give it our all. you guys + girls rock.
ahh well today was a good day.
and time just came and went,
and SYF's already over.
then we went to Fish&Co. to celebrate, with mr. ho treating.
after that, everyone got kinda high and the guest band started playing songs.
so this guy got invited on stage at first to sing a song,
then ale realised that she could actually sabotage me into singing a song for everyone too so she grabbed a tissue, wrote my name down and passed it to the waiter who then passed it to the guest band.
and before i knew it, i was on stage,
with some guy's acoustic guitar in my hands, the mic in front of me,
and around 50 plus people looking(more like staring) at me.
then did Collide, as usual, screwed up a few parts but still ended it calmly but stormed off the stage hurriedly.
i must say, it was kinda fun being on stage singing to total stranges and of course the WD people.
it was a magical moment.
okay not sleeping tonight,
there's LIVERPOOL v chelsea.
but i'm off.
night world!
Sunday, April 22, 2007
when it comes.
yes i'm going to update today,
and YES i got to drink HAPPY SODA today,
NOT ONE, BUT TWO MUGS FULL OF IT. (<<<< CHECK IT)
twice the delight!
HOWEVER, oyster mee sua sucked today 'cause apparently someone took a truck load of chili and threw it into the bowl as if we're doing some chili rationing.
okay tomorrow's IP SYF,
i just wanna shout out to all of you:
GOOD LUCK, GET OUT THERE AND KICK SOME ASS!
ok i sound really high now, but trust me, i'm not; REALLY.
the JC SYF's on wednesday,
yea, they're going to do great too.
we're going to bring home the bling-bling!
*at this point of posting, i wonder what my blog is becoming, either someone did try to drug me and was successful OR i've lost my sanity due to how f-ed up life is*
life's picking up,
came to a self-realisation, with huge thanks to my twin for always speaking my mind, literally.
since i'm able to think clearly about it,
the more i would be able to get through it.
and sorry to twin too for constantly vending my anger and frustration on poor her.
wow, those words indeed knocked the ruckus out of me,
painful but, helpful.
Maybe it's just me, but you seem finally happy
I don't think I've seen your face just glow like a neon sign
and maybe we should be alone forever after,
'Cause even though the nights are long
at least I'll make it another day
'Cause I can't live if you're not happy
I can't live if you cry,
but I can live without you if it makes you smile
and I can't wait to see you rise
and I can't wait for you to shine
But I can wait for you if all you need is...
Time for you to think things over
Time to talk the drama down
It's not a contest of who'll try harder or who'll cross the finish line
Friday, April 20, 2007
#1 summer jam.
i had to hear it come out from someone,
i just had to;
'cause i refuse to listen to myself,
and that's what ale did.
told me exactly what i was avoiding in the first place.
thank you.
i havent been sleeping much lately(as usual.)
as a result, i've been sleeping in classes(yes, as usual, again)
it's like ever since i've been to JC,
once i happen to close my eyes for more than, let's say, 2 seconds, i would venture into screensaver mode.
i can't help it either!
ok my posts are getting shorter,
BECAUSE THERE'S NOTHING TO POST ABOUT.
i'm off off off off off off.
cya.
Saturday, April 14, 2007
my interpretation
wow it's been almost a week since i posted,
first things first, reply tags! (sorry people if i seemed as if i wasnt around.)
mary: the book's great! though i've been reading it at such a slow pace. haha thanks!
wenhao: thanks wendy! haha.
ben: yea bro, not emo-ing, just saying how i feel.
kara: hey yea i will be okay. and yeap that song's wonderful. you'll be okay too, don't worry.
jerlyn: haha you can call it whatever you like cause people all around are making fun of it already. hmm i'm not a emo person okay. haha. your posts more emo than mine.
michelle: hey mich! yeap i will! haha. you take care alright!
hey guys and girls,
week 4 already.
time flies faster than a speeding bullet.
i must at least start doing my work consistently and hope my econs + physics will improve by the next common test.
streetfest's coming up, real soon.
can't wait to see how the item turns out to be.
hmm nothing much to blog about now,
nothing really interesting happened this week,
yawnn. boring week.
well i guess that's it for this post.
i think you're already bored reading this. =.=
catcha people soon.
cya!
Sunday, April 08, 2007
and i.
i'll be okay, i promise.
i hope.
it takes little to care, and takes alot not to care.
that's what i realised and i don't know/don't care if any of you share the same ideology as i do.
no, i'm not being all torn up and sad inside now.
for now, i think.
how about not feeling numb inside?
how about taking everything off what is happening?
how about just totally forgetting about it?
if the answers are 'sure thing',
then god please strike me with a bolt of lightning (fatal or not it's up to you) the next time there's a thunderstorm.
i guess this is all i've gotta blog about tonight.
goodnight world.
and i don't want to speak these words.
'cause i don't want to make things any worse.
and i don't want to speak these words.
'cause i don't want to make things any worse.
why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts?
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.
and i don't want to speak these words.
'cause i don't want to make things any worse.
Saturday, April 07, 2007
confidence(less)
Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be,
nothing tastes as sweet as what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
Forgive me if I stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
'Cause I could fall asleep in those eyes like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, I've crossed you in hallways a thousand times,
no more camouflage I want to be exposed,
and not be afraid to fall.
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
If I could dim the lights in the mall and create a mood
I would
Shout out your name so it echos in every room
I would
That's what I'd do,
That's what I'd do to get through to you
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
After all,
nothing's much been said and done.
this song's just perfect,
yes, it would have been a wonderful dream.
it was a dream, fading away.
screw this, before I die inside again,
i'm off.
Friday, April 06, 2007
everything's gone.
i lack the mood and inspiration to blog about anything,
moreover i just feel lazy to type things in my mind down.
so i guess i'll just settle for the long-awaited reply tags here then:
ben: don't worry man, your tagboard is equally active too. don't get jealous la, only a few more tags. x)
erika: HEYY yes, Mixtape + Jelly Beans = ? (i'll leave it up to you to decide, but from the tone of your tags, i'm gonna go with pure excitement and high-ness)
avril: yes i won't forget the disturbing taste...
jerlyn: wah you versatile dancer, can do HIPHOP (does actions too) and ballet huh.
ale: =.= shazzup you. haha. tag then tag properly la.
sophia: hey! glad you loved that song! i'm addicted to it as well. haha maybe my taste of music suits your style, so that's why you love them.
wenhao: wendy/howard/pikachu, you think you smack my head you can become cleverer than me? no way okay. =P
i'm off to bed,
i think.
night.
like two ships passing in the night were gone,
only the moon and stars in the sky
did know to cry for me
as i sailed on.
Sunday, April 01, 2007
it's not over.
dang, just realised i haven't bloody posted for a week.
yes yes today's April Fool's Day;
just a shame we don't celebrate it as a festive holiday(it would have been awesome.)
and any pranks played from 12am tonight onwards won't even count as April Fool's joke,
cause well, it's already 2nd of April then.
hmm it's good on one side that April Fool's Day is not an official holiday,
but it sucks that it happens to be on a Sunday where everyone is at home.
what a bloody shame.
alright forget about that;
ME lamenting about April Fool's Day. =.=
okay,
my throat is getting better (FINALLY?)
my nose's still kinda leaky (WHAT THE HELL?)
and i'm always feeling sleepy during lessons.
well at least got myself Jelly Beans,
the craving's been there since 1 month ago.
well all except for licorice flavour.
hmm well as short as this post is (or any post),
i hate to post about what i do during the day,
unless it's something magical or hilarious etc.
today....
is not one of those days. (though i had massive fun. counted? not counted?)
sorry people.
well if i continue blogging in a daily basis my number of posts will eventually overtake Ben's total, which would be one of those days where it is marked for celebration.
and if i continue at this rate, this blog will be dead (it is kinda dead now.) sooner than i think.
OR maybe i can strike a balance, maybe.
You say hello,
Inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight,
In my mind I'm sleeping next to you
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know
'Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you
You talk to him,
And it burns me like the sun
You talk to her,
And you say that you feel like he's the one
I talk to me, but you can't hear the pain I feel
You don't know
'Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the sad songs ain't so sad
I only wish that there was more than that
About me and you.