Thursday, August 23, 2007
i think that i should just go shoot myself right now.
too many things piling up on me.
everything's taking its toll.
family, work...the list goes on...
i don't know if i can take it anymore.
slighted feeling everyday.
NOW again a something crops out which you totally don't want to tell and again i'm hidden from the dark.
this time i don't know what it is, how serious it is.
i'm falling apart from this point.
i'm breaking apart.
someone drown me.
people only HEAR me, when i say something they will just nod their head, say okay, then mention another thing when i'm trying to put my point across.
my so-called friends.
fine, dont take me seriously at least tell me you dont want to listen to my yanks, tell me i'm too noisy.
Ben's been there for me, although not physically but everytime i've got something to rant at least he'll listen.
it totally kills me.
i said i can wait and i would.
deep down inside you know i'm dying to know.
even avoiding me now, i really have no idea why.
argh what the hell.
it's no use ranting here anyway,
it's just like another of my 'friend',
at least this thing won't change the topic.
it'll just absorb my bullshit.
i dont need another person claiming to be a friend.
i'll just sit in silence from now on and shush.
shut up world if you don't have anything useful to say to me.
Saturday, August 18, 2007
fashioning an idea.
wah I WONDER WHO those people on my tagboard are.
wahahaha.
but still thanks for tagging. =P
at least it kinda revived my tagboard, temporarily.
school sucks.
arghhh.
i dont wanna go to school anymore.
yawnnnn.
one week past already, wth.
i cant believe time is flying this fast.
i dont wanna take prelims! haha.
life's quite fine now, except for the notes flooding all over my table.
EPL's on sunday.
cant wait though haha.
talk to you guys soon.
ps. TAG MY BLOG IF U'RE ON THIS PAGE! thank you.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
where did i go wrong.
it's me. yet you say it's not.
i don't know what did i do to make you think whatever you are again.
=(
Sunday, August 12, 2007
hurry up and wait.
hopping by for a quick update,
things that have been revolving in my life right now:
chemistry
physics
econs
maths
GP
computer
more chem, physics, econs and maths and GP
EPL's new season
addictive american shows
friends
family
and not forgetting..
JAWJ ;D
yawn. lazy me.
needs to study more.
cya soon people!
Monday, August 06, 2007
rough draft.
tired.
low.
moodless.
i feel useless all of the sudden.
invisible too.
Sunday, August 05, 2007
me&you.
wow time really flies.
my last update was daetd 16th july,
even with a spoilt computer, ben's frequency of updates is even more than mine -.-
been drowning myself in notes and work,
till the point i kinda forgot how to play soccer properly - ouch.
well i still feel that i'm not really motivated enough,
so guess i should really work harder everyday to ace my prelims.
my posts are getting shorter and shorter.
ahhhh this blog is going to die.
people please help to keep it alive! =) thanks.
new epl season's starting soon too.
the new boys looking fresh in the pre-season friendlies, new stadium plans out, rafa grew a cool goatie to scare the other managers,
everything about it is fine EXCEPT for the fact that starhub is so greedy they wanna take another extra 15 bucks out of our pockets by adding a NEW channel for epl. what's the damn difference starhub? bloody greedy greedy starhub. tsk.
hmm i wonder whether this is part of the process,
i know it is and we'll get through it.
i'll wait, the rest is up to you.
don't worry cos you've got me.