Saturday, September 29, 2007

unknown.

feeling down all over again.
it's not just some normal down.
i'm really broken.
yea so what if this is an emo post, you don't like it don't read it.
i'm just posting here cos didn't wanna bother ben cos he's sleeping already.
i feel like i'm thrown from a building to the ground,
brought up to the top level again and thrown down again.
can't stop you if you're feeling that way, even deleted my tag?

anyway no one comes to this blog anymore.
i really don't know.
if only i could just stop my heart from beating every once in a while.
and i really can't sleep now.
just keep thinking about it.
so yea whatever la.

don't really feel like saying anything much just needed something to talk to.
though i don't feel any better, it's better than not doing this.
i'm just gonna stare at my wall for the rest of the night i reckon.

stupid world.

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Monday, September 24, 2007

thunder

woah i've finally stepped out of my laziness and alas begin my update for a new post.
NO, my blog is not dead wenhao it's just that i'm just too darn lazy to update.
thanks to those who posted random tags to keep my blog alive.

prelims already over, it's too soon!
and after that A levels already wth.
guess time really flies, even when you're not having fun.
ah well, MUST REALLY START STUDYING NOW BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE.

well life's picking up.
good things happening > bad things happening
(BEN DON'T COME OVER AND PROCLIAM "NERRDDDD") hehh

dang i'm kinda bored of blogging already.
wanted to lament about delinquents who make a whole lot of noise in the bus and annoy everyone in it such that i felt like killing them, or gays in a concert sitting in front of me almost lying one each other's shoulders which totally irk you out.
go figure.

well 4 days of slacking already, so i must begin to pick my work up too.
talk to you guys soon.

you'll always be my thunder.