Sunday, October 21, 2007

pieces.

sigh
the feeling of helplessness sucks
especially when it happens so often.
feel that overthinking is a need,
if i don't i feel i'm the one to blame when something's wrong.
it's just,
just so unexplainable.

well i can't explain why it's not enough
i gave my all to you.
oh i can't explain, please don't misunderstand how i feel
cause i've tried, i've tried hard.
but still i don't know why,
no i don't know why

Saturday, October 20, 2007

spin

wow A's approaching faster than a speeding bullet.
life's revolving mainly around
-time with tic =)
-studying with ben (or at least try)
-abit of TV
-abit of computer
-a stare-off with my notes and me
-laughing till i drop on the floor with the most imaginative stuffs (RMTA)
-awaiting for 20th nov when i can burn all my books away muahahah

i wish i had more time! then i can do so much stuffs i want and need and not cause any disappointment (sigh)
wenhao i'm not a caveman. i'm maybe a lion who stays in a cave, but definitely not a caveman.

"don't give up on me yet,
don't forget who i am.
i know i'm not there yet,
but don't let me stay here alone."

Sunday, October 07, 2007

waved.

ahhh i must constantly remind myself that this whole thing is a wave, going up and down.
having its ups and downs.
and clown, whoever you are, i won't cut myself. haha.
yay. tuesday was just wonderful.
more of those days please. =)

ahhh time flies.
got back prelim results already, won't say did badly cos i did improve but compared (I DON'T LIKE TO COMPARE) to the general public i didnt do that well,
BUT WHO CARES, A levels the most important after all.
must must must chiong. i hope.

hehh i updated cos of TIC.
ask me not to leave my post as such a emo post.
sooo this post should sound a little better.
cos i'm happier! much more happier.
why...everytime there's something i must post an emo post.
i don't know too actually.

ahh well.
night's not that young anymore i'm going to sleep!
g'night peopleee.