Monday, March 27, 2006
Revive. Resolutions. Revolution.
Wasssssup people.
Yes. The moment you've been waiting for.
I'm back, or to some of you, i've started.
The Engine No. 9 has started rolling.
Forget Elmo's World, this is my world, Stan's World.
Upon entrance, just try to finish reading my posts coz i took a bloody effort and time just to show you guys that I care about the world too. My thoughts and inspirations are banging against my skull, trying hard to push their way out. Alas i've conceded defeat and thus the return of my blog. Bigger, better, wilder! Hooheh.
Better name for a start though, just had to put this name for no apparent reason. sounded catchy though. so try to visit my blog regularly and hear(see) my life stories and misadventures as i live by my life as a 16 year old. Yak yak yak. yes i talk too much, so much that i bore myself, literally.
So yesterday's yet another derby match LIVERPOOL vs EVERTON. Ben juz had to watch it so he came over to crash at my place for a couple of hours. usually when we meet we would catch up on life and stuffs, rave about dumb pple we meet when we're out, discussing about pple in our respective jcs and making fun of each other. You see, after we got into jc, life has become much more hectic, no more after school soccer and lunches/dinners. No more hanging out at J8 laughing at retards doing what they do best - being retarded. It has been piling homeworks, 6am - 9pm shifts in school, making school our 2nd home, literally, where we sleep and get our lives by.
Sometimes i feel like i m overcommitted, so much that i m stressed out, HOMEWORK, MUG, WESTERN DANCE, UPCOMING COUNCIL and so on. P.E. isnt P.E. anymore, it's more like Hell or Army. Woah i've actually crapped so much, i've missed out on my punts and stuffs. To hell with it, i shall be serious on my 1st post. nxt week is no rest either, 6 sessions of dance out of 7 days with physics and chem lecture notes to so-called SELF STUDY on. argh. It's actually getting depressing trying to type further down but i just have to release all these bullshit onto a webbie.
ah welll, life is like that, just as what i've always told my friends and stuffs when they feel violated or maligned. You win some, you lose some, that simple. For me, i feel that i've lost more than what i've gained. accidentally in love can cause severe heart damage as well. argh screw it don't wanna talk about it anymore, took sen's advice thus i shall try not to think so much about it.
*smacks self in the face* awww, my blog's title is FEEL GOOD, yep, shall feel great whenever i can! i love all my buddies and friends for their continuing words of wisdom and support whenever i'm down, cheers whenever we're high on drugs(well not really, just high). Dance's having a cultural night on april 21st 2006 so i hope you guys out there will purchase the tix and watch me embarrass myself doing ballet for the 1st( and hopefully the last) time. Not forgetting the main event of the night - HIP-HOP! Yeehaw...my maiden performance, alrite i'm just being biased by saying that i'm the main event but who cares when i'm happy? this is my blog anyways.
To some of the best people i've met : Justin, Wanyi, Jingan, Yonghua, PohSwee, Cel, Bae, Karla, Celeste, BEN TAN(Best bud) and many more, thanks for being there. It helped, and i appreciate it. No amounts of 'thank you's can repay what you guys have sacrificed for me. To the rest out there, friendship is rock-solid, cherish it or it'll crumble right in front of your freaking eyes.
PEACE OUT. ^_^