Monday, July 03, 2006
dead. alive. dead again. alive again.
this is some blog i have here.
nah it's just all me, i'm just too lazy to blog.
i'm typing the 3rd sentence and already i'm feeling bored of this.
sorry for those out there anticipating a post that never came - Here it is! =)
from May 6th till now, it's been a really long time. Loads of stuff happened, some sucked, some rocked, but that's life. i shall sum it up short from May 6th till now the major events that took place. Becoming a councillor, Solaris Outing, Street Fest, Ben going to the US of A and back, lotsa procrastinating occurring during the period of trying to study for Mid-year CTs, going out on Class Outings, going back to school for boring and redundant stuffs, having CTs, complaining about CTs and finally not giving a shit about CTs anymore cause they are over. Hmmm...that's about it.
Let's talk about life. It sucked for some parts. When it sucked, it really hits the spot where I felt like kicking everyone whose face i didnt like; like tearing up myself; like going nuts cause the feeling is definitely like crap when the road gets bumpy on the route called 'LIFE'. When there was a smooth sailing part, of course it rocked, i would forget all sorrows and anger in me and let happiness become the better of me. Fortunately, when there were down times, friends were always there to support me and keep me from falling. I really appreciate that from you guys.
It's Monday, you know what that means? of course you don't. It's the 2nd last day of my holiday. Shall head to school on Wednesday again(ARGHHH). Went to KAP really early in the morning today to meet up Wenhao and Ryan. Had a hearty breakfast and chatted for a really long time before i headed over to the other table for council stuffs. After that was over to Wel's house and it rocked because we really had fun with Wil, Wel and Angie while playing my favourite childhood boardgame , HOTEL. it may seem really dumb or what but i don't care what you think, it still rocked. After that we went for dinner, chatting about what we would do over at Grandma's when we were young before i headed home. woohoo, days like these where we can revisit our childhood are hard to come by and i really wish for more to come but everyone is busy with work and all.
You know how it sucks when you don't get a friggin reply or answer, especially when you're in a rush to do something or waiting anxiously for an answer? You would feel like a dumb shit, sitting down waiting like a freaking idiot, with times wasted thinking of what to do and anticipating for the person to reply but it usually never comes or takes eternity to arrive and when it does, it is usually too damn fuckin late.(sorry for the language but i am pissed) due dates for stuffs are coming and the person would seem like he or she is avoiding you and you would be like, "Alright screw this and screw the hell outta you." i am through with this bullshit, just give me a friggin answer and don't keep me waiting like a fuckin idiot cause you are just plain wasting my fuckin time!
okay, vended my anger there. that's about it. sorry if you feel offended or disturbed readin the last paragraph but i just had to release it in me. shall give you all another post soon(i really hope i would not be bored by blog) and shall end off with this favourite song of mine Ben and I have been jamming and got kinda addicted to it. Sure it's a sad song but it still rocks. Here it is:
The Fray - How to Save a Life
"Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
you begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life.
Had I known how to save a life."