Sunday, July 30, 2006

felt the silence.

just came home from ASEAN dance.
overall it rocked for the 1st half of the night.
but when it came to around 10 plus it kinda sucked.
special thanks to Mac, Christin, Zhang, Yoga, Wenhao and Alex
and really really BIG HUGS to Ale, Ryan and Avril!
without them my night would have be ruined.

i knew exactly what would happen right before it happened.
guess it's so damn predictable of you.
you know what? whatever.
it's not like you cared anyway
it wouldnt last anyway, the whole freaking universe knows it.
they said no pain, no gain;
but the pain i went through had no gain at all.

ahh felt bad for disturbing Ryan and gang the whole night.
stupid me.
always at the wrong place at the wrong time.

Goo Goo Dolls - Feel the Silence

"You lie awake at night
With blue eyes that never cry
All you remember now
Is what you feel

The truth remains
In midnight conversations
I asked for this moment
But you turned away

Sad like a lonely child
Broken the day you're born
I held the light to you
But I was so vain

And you remain
A promise unfulfilled
I ask you for more
But you push me away

And if we feel the silence
Holding this all inside us
Everything means more now than
Words could explain

And if we feel the silence
Leaving this all behind us
Looking for something more to say
I don't know where I'm going
Only know where I been
But you move through my soul like a hurricane wind
We've been so lost for so long
I don't know how to get back again
And we're drowning in the water
That flows under this bridge
When you're fighting the current
You forget how to live
And I wanted to reach you but I don't know where to begin
And you remain
A promise unfulfilled until today

And if we feel the silence
Holding this all inside us
Everything means more now than
Words could explain
And if we feel the silence
Leaving this all behind us
When it's gone what will you say
How do we hold on?

You lie awake at night
With blue eyes that never cry."