Monday, July 10, 2006
silver plane.
i'm tired, but i can't sleep. i ain't got the listening ear for music today, for the first time.
totally had no mood today. spirits were down whole day long. couldnt bring a smile to my face; got many people wondering what happened to the old me.
i am strickened with dejection since morning, felt empty inside of me, like there's nothing left in my soul.
god what's happened.
i lost my old side abruptly, feeling lost at the same time.
didn't felt like talking to anyone, except you.
but i didnt want to distract or disturb you.
don't worry about me, i hate myself when people do so.
i'm sorry but there's nothing much i can do, i cannot bring myself up for now.
Goo Goo Dolls - Iris
"And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
and sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am ." >.<