Wednesday, July 05, 2006

so sick.

1st day of school sucked.
worries about results for common tests, though i know i would fail most of the subjects.
tonnes of homework piling up with little time to do.
project work shit to settle with a useless teacher being biased against my group.
loads of council stuff to do with so little time which is absolutely ridiculous.
worst of all : after cutting my hair for less than a week, a fuckin SP demanded me to go cut again and totally attitude prob-ed me at the busstop. thus i went to cut my hair with Ben today. *WASTE MY TIME AND MONEY*

from glad to sad to pissed, that's the timeline of my feelings. i know that of all feelings, pissed should not be in the list at all but somehow i feel violated. i FELL. i gave a 100%, but now i'm too tired too sick to think about it no more. i need a break, a vacation to keep my mind off it. maybe i'm expecting too much. argh screw it.

just came home, talked to Ben on the long trip on the bus and discussed the possibilities and stuffs. Thanks bro. no mood to talk much anyway. shall leave this post with a song that just popped into my head.

Mcfly - Obviously

"Recently I've been,
Hopelessly reaching
Out for this girl,
Who's out of this world.
Believe me.

She's got a boyfriend
He drives her round the bend
Cos he's 23
He's in the marines
He'd kill me

For so many nights now
I find myself thinking about her now.

'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin' me in and
I know I never will be good enough for her."