Thursday, July 06, 2006

what does.

Lifehouse songs would usually work on rainy days like these.
they don't seem to lift me up today though.
instead they would just pull me down further.
though Lifehouse has been such great inspiration for the past few months, their songs show great optimism in them which i cling onto hoping for something similar.
however the lyrics somehow show me fairytales and castles nowadays; i can't and may never be able to achieve what it says, the beautiful and romantic stories in them.
sorry lifehouse, i used to believe in your songs. i really did. i've learnt the hard way now and i realise they can't come true. though these songs are just genuinely flawless.

i guess you've won. you got what you wanted. satisfied? happy? leaving me here like i'm standing alone in the middle of the road with the cold pouring rain battering painfully on my head. i needed a break. i had one. now i think i'm going on a long vacation. those who helped pushed me on, i thank you dearly. Ben, Ryan, Ale, Wenhao, Jo, Sen, Chien Wei and those i missed out i'm sorry. i think i'm too tired to hang onto the edge of the cliff. i've lost and that's all i can say.

i'm damn pissed with Sharon Phua; that no good biatch. well thanks to her, she partly ruined my day yesterday. i hope she burns. i just wanna stab her in the neck.

i realised the easiest way to lose something is to want it too badly. 100%? screw it. sick of it already. been played, cracked, stumbled and fell. you can think that i've given up, or just let go for the time being. you can think whatever you want. i've just been through hell and back.
shall end off with this rockin song by Gavin DeGraw. the lyrics don't matter at all, it's the music that's nice.

Gavin DeGraw - Follow Through

"Oh, this is the start of something good
Don't you agree?
I, haven't felt like this in so many moons
You know what I mean?
And we can build through this destruction
As we are standing on our feet

So,since you want to be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I'll see you everyday
But you'll have to follow through
You have to follow through

These reeling emotions they just keep me alive
They keep me in tune
Oh, look what I‘m holding here in my fire
This is for you
Am I too obvious to preach it?
You're so hypnotic on my heart

So,since you want to be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I'll see you everyday
But you'll have to follow through
You have to follow through

The words you say to me are unlike anything
that's ever been said.
And what you do to me is unlike anything
that's ever been.
Am I too obvious to preach it?
You're so hypnotic on my heart

So since you want to be with me,
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I'll see you everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through
You're gonna have to follow

Oh, this is the start of something good
Don't you agree?"