Tuesday, August 29, 2006

angels calling.

what more could i say?
i don't have the inspiration, nor the mood to blog.
i guess i've been over-thinking stuffs.
i've become afraid now.
so afraid of it.
of what?
giving my all into something that relates to my life.
they call it commitment; i've lost that word in my vocabulary.
if i were to blame someone, it would definitely be myself.
now i would ask all sorts of questions before taking another step forward.
picture all kinds of consequences on my mind.
so much it is eating into me.
is this for better or for worse?
i've got no idea.

Five for Fighting - 100 Years

"I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

I'm 33 for a moment
Still the man, but you see I'm a they
A kid on the way
A family on my mind

I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy,
Time to lose yourself
Within a morning star
15 I'm all right with you
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

Half time goes by
Suddenly you’re wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on...

I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you’re on your way
Every day's a new day...
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live"