Monday, August 21, 2006

a ghost of you.

i didn't mean to hurt anyone reading that last post.
it was all from inside; some felt i was harsh, others had their own opinions.
i won't choose a side to stand cause i was the one who got myself into this.
i can't blame anyone cause i'm the one who chose to be hurt eventually.
for those who read and really thought through what i've said, thanks for the time.
again i emphasize that i was just stating what i felt from someone who's been through that.

i have this strange familiar feeling that i'm gonna breakdown again.
it's just coming and i know it.
i don't know how i'm take it now though.
i don't know why it's happening either;
it could be all these stuffs just abruptly thrown right in front of me.
it's just too much to take, i guess.

i can never be the same.
now i have to think thrice before really committing.
i could give a 110% before, until my mindset was changed.
for the better or for worse? i don't know.
maybe because i've been forcing the reciprocate thing.
now i would take a step forward followed by another step back and look at the situation before really considering something.
it's not that i won't give a 110% now, it's that because i've gave so much that i'm the one who's been hurting myself in the end.
if i were to be lucky, i would find the one who would give me equally much as i would give.
that is, if i am really fortunate.

ONE MORE THING : if you're reading this, please not hurt others. i know it definitely has to do with me, but don't drag other people into this, so stop it. it's getting irritable. they can't stand it, neither can i.

this post is just to clarify any doubts or questions raised by my previous post. any misunderstanding caused is honestly coincidental.

Jet - Look What You've Done

"Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone"