Tuesday, August 15, 2006
hardly real.
i'm just in a foul mood now.
honestly speaking, i'm not someone who often bear grudges but if i do i would really want to kick that person in the ass.
take the western food stall aunty for example. i ordered 3 plates of chicken cutlet with minor changes; just because i was in a rush and i speaked kinda fast and she couldnt really catch what i said, when she put the fries onto the plate and i said i didnt want them, her freaking face turned black and totally attitude prob-ed me. she gave me HALF A CHICKEN CUTLET. pathetic and tiny little cutlet. i stared straight at her and at that moment i really wanted to demand for ONE chicken cutlet because what the hell? i paid 2.80 for that and she gave me half of what i paid for? i swear if she does that again, i would just throw 1.40 right in front of her face and tell her since she only gave me half, i'm gonna pay half.
right, you're reading till here and you might be wondering, why do i feel so pissed over such small matters? please, if you saw her face, i bet you wouldnt resist the urge but lean over the counter and punch her right in between her friggin eyes.
another thing, if i don't get appreciated for what i've done, then next time i won't bother. OH SURE, we SHOULDNT ALWAYS expect something in return for what we've done? yea right, if you're giving it all, your time and efforts, trying to help another person and all you get is nothing but foul attitude, what would you do? ask your conscience to find out. i'm just being myself, i'm not freaking bragging but i would always help my friends if they are in need because i feel that i owe it to them, but what, just trying to vend all the anger on me just for fun? screw that, i'm done with caring anymore; i won't take the extra step to really bother if i'm gonna get appreciated at all.
one more thing zhang, i'm in a bad mood now so no hard feelings, there is NOTHING already. please don't bullshit with me, what "deep down inside"? crap. just because i'm overreacting to defend myself ain't because i'm feeling like that again. of all people, for god's sake, you should know me best.
walked away.