Wednesday, September 13, 2006

running away.

i cannot believe it.
GP promos paper is next friday!
and i thought there would be one more week after this.
gee, my AQ kinda sucks and i don't know if i can even pass GP.
hmm, i've got roughly 3 more weeks to complete all my subjects.
if i don't i might just get retained or forced to drop one H2 subject which i certainly don't want either.
Conscience(screaming into my ears), "BUCK UP STAN, BUCK UP!"

At this point of time, I shouldnt even be thinking about it;
yet somehow I am.
I've got to make a decision, not my mind but the other counterpart.
I'm beginning to get the feeling that the answer is "YES";
but if that is so, fear is the only obstacle that stands in my way.
Whining's no use though, though there's not much to do to get through it.
Dilemma, yes, that's the right word.
Such a shame it's happening at such a time.

Ryan Star - Losing Your Memory

"Call all your friends,
And tell them you're never coming back.
'Cause this is the end,
Pretend that you want it
Don’t react.
The damage is done,
The police are coming too slow now.
I would have died,
I would have loved you all my life

You're losing your memory now;

Where have you gone,
The beach is so cold in winter here.
And where have I gone,
I wake in Montauk with you near.

Remember the day,
'Cause this is what dreams should always be.
I just want to stay,
I just want to keep this dream in me.

You're losing your memory now

Wake up, it’s time little girl, wake up.
All the best of what we’ve done is yet to come.
Wake up, it’s time little girl, wake up.
Just remember who I am in the morning.

You're losing your memory now;
you're losing your memory;
you're losing your memory now."