Monday, October 23, 2006

you and you alone.

ben, shaun, ale thanks for your ears; always listening to me whine about that.
i wonder how you guys can actually stand me.
everytime you see me i would go to you guys and sigh and ask needless questions.
wounds from the past probably still hurt.

when i decided to take a green light on it, there was no turning back.
whirlwind of thoughts.
silent screams.
unstoppable.
yes yes you guys are right but i don't know why i can't control.

i hope you don't get the wrong message.
tell me if you hate it, i dont wanna force it.

"To see you when I wake up is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do is a three-fold, utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said, I miss you.

I see your picture,
I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days, but already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care and I miss you."