Sunday, November 19, 2006

sink or swim.

woah. 5 days have gone so fast.
these 5 days were so fun, it'll take forever if i were to post it.
well they said time flies when you're having fun.
at first i thought it would be a total waste of time;
i was so wrong. it turned out to be the best camp i've been to.
obstacle course, Sea Ex. around Ubin, Land Ex. around the whole of Singapore, waking up at 3.30am just to walk and jog 11km to Ngee Ann Poly and back to NJ, sleeping right in the open beside the beach, doing late night sentry duty alongside soldiers. etc. it couldnt get any unique and exhilerating than this.
oh yes, the best thing of all is my group.
everyone in there rocked, i mean that was probably the best thing throughout the YLTC.
played cards right out in the open in the dark, joking around, making fun of James etc.
i'm so exhausted but i'm so grateful and glad that my team pushed me on.
made great friends, forged stronger bonds.

5 whole days gave me quite some time to think too.
i guess it's just too fast for me.
i'm pushing the stop button.
but thanks to the 3 best people who stood by me throughout: Ben, Shaun and Ale.
was true it was you i missed during this five days.
think it's just best for me to stop right now.
for both's sake.

"We should go to sleep now, you should stay the night.
I’ll be up to watch the world around us live and die.
Lying on the grass now, dancing for the stars.
Maybe one will look on down and tell us who we are.

We might fall, we might fall, we might fall
oh Honey we might fall
We might fall, we might fall, we might fall
oh Honey we might fall

I could join the circus, and you could sell your hair.
I could learn to walk the line or learn to train the bears.
Tell me are you crazy, and did you like the cold.
Tell me are you comfortable if comfortable at all.

We might fall, we might fall, we might fall
oh honey we might fall
We might fall, we might fall, we might fall
oh honey we might fall
Now that we are older, I remember you.
Reaching out to show me all the things that I must do.
Now that we are older, I remember youth.
Now that we are close to death and close to finding truth.

We might fall."