Saturday, September 29, 2007

unknown.

feeling down all over again.
it's not just some normal down.
i'm really broken.
yea so what if this is an emo post, you don't like it don't read it.
i'm just posting here cos didn't wanna bother ben cos he's sleeping already.
i feel like i'm thrown from a building to the ground,
brought up to the top level again and thrown down again.
can't stop you if you're feeling that way, even deleted my tag?

anyway no one comes to this blog anymore.
i really don't know.
if only i could just stop my heart from beating every once in a while.
and i really can't sleep now.
just keep thinking about it.
so yea whatever la.

don't really feel like saying anything much just needed something to talk to.
though i don't feel any better, it's better than not doing this.
i'm just gonna stare at my wall for the rest of the night i reckon.

stupid world.

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