Thursday, July 03, 2008

hehh. =P

wow it's amazing to see how long i haven't been blogging for and it's scary.
it's really getting dusty around here.
anyway the ORANGEY ugly tagboard was due to some failed experiment and as usual, i'm lazy to change back the colour - see my mood 1st la, unless you all like it.

recently i've been juggling the decisions in my mind whether i should go for the pilot thing or just finish with army and further my studies in psychology.
both are equally hard, obviously, as the future cant be predicted and i don't know which one would be better for me if i were to choose either.
well i got around 2 plus more months to think through;
BUT I MIGHT NOT EVEN GET IT!
arghh cos i just did my compass test today and compared it with my cousin's one and ours were kinda the same, which is a bad thing actually cos he failed. FAILED LEH.
if i fail, then i wont have any decisions to make already actually. haha that's stupid. -.-
if only i had a crystal ball now.

well i should just enjoy my life there since it's a stay-out course(IT'S NOT EVEN A COURSE!)
keep my fitness level up, play some soccer, rack my brains with sudoku and many many modifications of it, read more books etc.
grahh.
if only this vocation was made for the lucky ones like us - but it's for the entire 2 years, woah how great life would be. BUT I SHOULD STOP DREAMING. *smacks myself awake*
alright before i bore myself again for the thousandth time and decide to close this browser and create a blog post in my mind again, i will stop here. hehh.
AT LEAST I MADE THE EFFORT TO BLOG RIGHT?

p.s. i'm picking up dance again. from our neighbourhood friend, YouTube!